May 15th, 2008

summer


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summer is nearly ending. and i guess it's about time for me to prepare myself for the most tiring time of my life..haha!! not that i'm not excited to graduate..and to work..and to get married??? ehehehe..soon...hehehe...

anyway, i'm chatting with my high school classmates regarding our yearbook. and it seems like it will take some time before we can really have it. i've been kind'a excited about it because i really miss high school. then again, this yearbook thing may just cause misunderstandings between my classmates. since most of us do not understand the hardwork which entails in making the yearbook. they keep on pointing fingers to one another, blaming one another because of the long wait. i don't really know how long it will take to have this yearbook, but i guess it's ok to wait. as long as the wait is worth it.

so yeah. that's it. ahhmm..on the other hand, my relationship with mine is going pretty fine. and i'm loving every time that we spend with each other. even the time that we spend apart would be ok with me as long as we communicate with each other. and with cell phones, it is very possible. although if i were to choose, i'd rather spend quality time with him by my side.

i guess that would be impossible now. i understand that we're still too young to really be together. and by that i mean to get married. but i'm patiently waiting for the right time to come. and i hope that will be SOON..^^,

my mom is slowly starting to accept the fact that i will never give up on him just like that. at first, she was really firm with her decision to break us up, but with the persuasive powers of yours truly, she has realized that it would be easier for her to just accept the fact that i will not give up the fight. haha!! i mean, i will never throw away what i have that felt so right just because my mother thinks that it is wrong. i may be really stubborn at times, but i know the difference between right and wrong. and i will hold on to what i think is right. and loving nygel is very right for me.

so now, i could not ask for more. maybe i'll just ask God for a more secure future. and i will really work on that.

Currently listening to: i could not ask for more
Currently feeling: thankful
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February 24th, 2008

i hate backbiters...


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i swear..they are like these people who just do not have anything to do with their lives but stick their tiny noses into other people's lives..maybe its just a sign of aging, isn't it? or maybe they are just jealous..well, if they are jealous, all they have to do is to tell me, i'll find someone for them, and maybe improve their lives from miserable to desirable!!! s***!!!

 

 

Currently listening to: broken by seether
Currently feeling: pissed
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January 2nd, 2008

My New Year's Resolution


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Definitely every year I have a list of resolutions to make. If I achieve all of them each year, it is an applaud for me, if not, well it is my failure. But even if i failed most of my New Year's Resolutions, I certainly will still make one for each year.

And for this year, here are my New Year's Resolution:

For Myself

I will try to be a more patient and understanding individual. Last year, my impatience did get me into trouble with my mother and my boyfriend, so this year I will try to avoid it. I have no problem when it comes to understanding, in general view, but sometimes I tend to get a little to inconsiderate which in the end would make me feel rather guilty. I will also try not to be an impulsive spender this year so that I can see where my money is going. And definitely this year, I will learn how to share.

For My Relationship with:

My Family

I will be a more sensitive sister to my younger sister and I will put an effort to be a more responsible daughter. Since I'm already a year older, I should learn to take responsibilities and prioritize things well enough for me to have a better understanding of them. I will also try not to be conceited and maldita!

My Boyfriend

We had a very tough year last year. We underwent certain problems that you can say were a part of a very young relationship like break-ups, quarrels and misunderstandings, there were also people who tried to keep us apart, but still we made it through and I am very proud for both of us. This year, I will try not to be the super jealous type of girlfriend because I can feel that I am suffocating him when I always complain about him having text mates and all those little things that could start a very good fight. As what I've said before, I will not cheat on him. I will be more patient, loving and understanding. But with that, I will not lose my ground also. I will be firm with all my decisions regarding our relationship. And I will love him even more.

For My Work and Studies:

I have never had an experience studying and working at the same time, but due to external forces, I will try to excel in both.

And these are my resolutions for this year. I will try my very best to make each of these happen.

Currently feeling: sleepy
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October 16th, 2007

the morning came..


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yes..it's another day...i have so many things to do but i actually accomplished nothing..its like im a master of none in this game..the game of life in our house...i'm really not driven today...

i could feel this intense laziness inside me and its slowly eating all my hardworking self..LoL! that's about it..

 

Currently feeling: off
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finish at last!!


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updates?! well..i've moved on! i have completely deleted lalay out of my system..of course, with the help of cliff nygel nebre..but i guess my hatred for lalay will remain..a question that bothers me is why do people think that i still have feelings for him when in fact, it is only pure loathe?! *duh!!*

 

welcome back to tabulas mara!! LOL!!

it's been a long time since i posted an entry in this blog..i was..well, never mind what i was doing..i am just really happy now that we have finished our documentary..[thanks to the powerful and creative mind of ms. ara fatima chawdhury..] hehe...

 

ok..i'll make a confusion..i was with cliff the whole morning..with his mom and sister..they just came from leyte, supposedly to spend time with cliff here..but i guess they changed their minds about the spending time thingy because at the end of the day, cliff went with them..to leyte..across the sea..

 

it's quite unfair..really..but i guess i should just get use with the fact that we can't always be together..that doesn't change how i feel for him..neither will he change how he feels for me...

 

hahaha!! i still believe in second chances when it comes to love after all that's happened...

Currently listening to: victims of love (imagine?)
Currently reading: the letters of my friends in friendster..
Currently watching: our pictures...
Currently feeling: envious
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